MY Nephews WISDOM

Actually this is supposed to be a joke. . . but realizing the honesty of it, it really does make sense

Niko: Kuya Vn Gusto mo yumaman?

VN: Pano?

Niko: Magipon ka ng isang milyong kaibigan, tapos hingan mo lahat ng tag-pipiso. . .

VN: (ngiti)

Damn it. . .

Shhhhhhhhhh................

Badtrip talaga. . .


Ang pinaka nakakabanas na tao sa mundo ay yung mga taong
mahilig mag bura. . .

Bura lang ng bura kahit di alam kung mahalaga para sa iba.

ayus sana kung nasa recyle bin lang. . .
ang masaklap. . . wala.

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Ilang recess na ang tiniis para lang ma-angkin ka,
para kahit papaano marinig ko ang kargada mong musika,
halos mahilo sa gutom at mamilipit sa kalam ng tyan,
matatapos lang ang pinitensya ko pag alam kong ikay nandyan.

Simple lang naman ang gusto ko,
kahit di totoo,
kahit di tulad ng iniisip ng iba,
basta't alam kong kaya mo akong pasayahin,
kahit sa mga oras na akoy mag-isa,
masasabi kong tayong dalawa ay iisa.

Alam kong paminsan-minsan nananahimik ka,
kahit papaano nauubos din ang iyong baterya,
kaya sa mga oras na tahimik at kailangan kita,
wala akong magawa kundi tumingin sa mukha ng ibang tao,
mga mukha nilang blangko, at nakakainip tignan.

pero ngayong putol na ang isang linya,
para bang di kumpleto ang saya.
ngayong sira na,
tinititigan nalang kita. . .

iniisip kung dapat pa bang buuin ka. . .

"I am Ambiguity"

Your life was nearly perfect,
You've got all the things you want,
but not all the things you need,

I'm your shame your misery and your pain,
in your prayers I can hear my name,
the one you blame.
But no. . .

Do you realize that I make your life worth living,
that I supress and improve your reality simultaneously,
that I gave you a story to tell.

This is opportunity. . .
Be Close to me. . .
Hear me. . .
Come closer. . .
You'll see.

Madre

Para kang ulan. . .

Paminsan minsan lang nandyan,
Sa mga oras na akoy nalulungkot,
lalo mong sinisilaban ang aking lumbay. . .

Sa mga oras na akoy mahina lalo kang lumalakas
at nagiging bagyo,
takpan man ang pandinig, nabibingi parin ako.
di' lang sa iyo kundi sa mga boses ng isan-libong ako.

Pakiramdam ko isa lang ako sa mga ambong pinapakawalan mo,
sabihin mo mang mahalaga ako,
kung mawala ako'y ito'y di kawalan sa iyo.

Ano nga lang ba ako kundi isang parte ng higanteng ulap na ikaw,
umiitim at kumakapal, kapag napuno, umaapaw...

tama na. . . itigil mo na. . .
ayaw ko na sa ulan.

Head on Collision. . .

If you are pained by external things, it is not they that disturb you, but your own judgment of them. And it is in your power to wipe out that judgment now.

~ Marcus Aurelius Antoninu

Stressed and Distressed. . .

f*cked up, Messy and disordered.

That is how my life is at the moment. . .

And I keep doing this to myself, though I'm aware that what I'm doing is so. . .so wrong in the first place.

It's this feeling of apathy that consumes me.

No one can help me except myself, No one can really define how I feel when I do this. . .

It's Narcotic...

I just wish I can be those people who are focused and undisturbed...

Those who thinks they can be, and be it, and not be affected by external disturbances and emotions at all.

But I'm not that kind of a person. . .

I just want my peace of mind but I unconsciously loose it. . .

I feel more restless. . . every now and then.

QUOTE FOR THE DAY

“One of life's best coping mechanisms is to know the difference between an inconvenience and a problem. If you break your neck, if you have nothing to eat, if your house is on fire, then you've got a problem. Everything else is an inconvenience. Life is inconvenient. Life is lumpy. A lump in the oatmeal, a lump in the throat and a lump in the breast are not the same kind of lump. One needs to learn the difference.” ~ Robert Fulghum

Unadulterated

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All I can say is that my life is pretty plain

I like watchin' the puddles gather rain

And all I can do is just pour some tea for two

and speak my point of view

But it's not sane,

It's not sane

And I don't understand why I sleep all day

And I start to complain that there's no rain

And all I can do is read a book to stay awake

And it rips my life away,

but it's a great

escape...

escape......

escape......

escape......

All I can say is that my life is pretty plain

ya don't like my point of view

ya think I'm insaneIts not sane......

it's not sane.

I just want someone to say to me oh, oh, oh, oh

I'll always be there when you wake yea, yea

Ya know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today

So stay with me and I'll have it made

~ no rain - blind melon

Deprivation. . .

.

Sabi niya pag-aralan ko raw magising ng maaga. . .

Sabi ko. . . turuan niyo kong matulog ng gabi. . .

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PORTRAIT

You hear this over and over again. . . like a glue that sticks up in your head. . . you somehow feel it rhyming with you, you somehow hear it like this song was made just for you. . .

Drafts

youre not ready to be seen,

sitting there, waiting. . . hiding

wondering am I to be read or to be kept?

am I worthy being seen or im better off to be left unsaid...

unread. . .

Or maybe youre just another comic strip inside my bubble gum. . .

SA UDI

Pagod na tayo pero hindi parin tayo makatulog,
lumulutang tayo sa umaapaw na dagat ng pag-iisip;
mga pangyayari at mga maaring mangyari,
kung sasabihin ko ba sa iyo, pakikingan mo?
kung marinig mo ito, maiisip mo ba?

Di kita pipilitin sa kung anumang gusto mong gawin,
kung meron mang dahilan, ikaw lang ang nakakaalam.
alam mo naman ako, walang pakielam.
sila meron, dahil alam nila ang pakiramdam noon.
isa lang ako sa mga taong wala sa posisyon. . .

manghusga. . .

hindi ko alam kung ano ba ang dapat paniwalaan. . .
wala naman sigurong dapat panigan.
mananahimik nalang siguro ako sa isang tabi at oobserbahan ang mga pangyayari. . .

kung tama man o mali ang aking ginagawa,
hayaan mong ako na ang magkasala.
ayoko lang mapinsala at makapaminsala. . .

Magkadugo tayo pero hindi magkaisip,
Magkapatid tayo pero sa mga pangyayari't mga nangyari. . .

ako ang lagi mong napapatid.