QUOTE FOR THE DAY

"Time Does not change us. it unfolds us"

~ Max Frisch

If we don't change direction soon, we'll end up where we're going.

Sa araw-araw kong paglakad sa Mga Kalsada at eskinita ng Morayta at Mendiola

Sari Saring Rally ang Nakikita ko...

Mga Estudyanteng Mula pa sa ibang lupalop na may hawak na Banner,

Mga Manong At Manang Na May Dalang Placard,

Sandamukal na taong nakaupo at nakikinig sa iisa o iilang nasa ibabaw ng sasakyan o entablado at may hawak na megaphone,

Mga naguusyosong mga dumadaan,

Mga Tindera ng Yosi at Gulaman na masayang masaya dahil malakas ang benta gawa ng maraming tao.

. . . Iisa ang isinisigaw nila GOBYERNO, PROBLEMA, SYSTEMA at ang paulit ulit na PUTANG INA! at ang mga kamag anak pa nitong MURA.

nakakasawa. . .

parang paulit ulit na eksena sa pelikula kung saan magchi-chikahan at mag mumurahan muna si Bembol Rocco at Eddie Garcia Bago magpatayan sa mga baril na wala man lang kasahan. . .

Eto nalang ang nasa isip ko tuwing nakakakita ako ng ganito. . .

Alam ba ninyo ang pinagsasasabi ninyo?

Ilang pursyento ng ipinaglalaban ninyo ang nauunawaan niyo?

mga putang-ina ninyo!!!. . . tumabi kayo sa daan ko ma le-late nako sa klase ko!

LABELS

ROCKERS,

HIP-HOPERS,

GOTHS

AND EMOS.

Don't label me!

HIPPIES,

PLAYERS,
CONIOS,

and GETTHOS.

Don't you ever label me!

TRASHER,

GRUNGES,

RASTAS and

GANGSTAS!

Dont you dare label me!

The world is Full of wannabes,

You are all just posers sticking labels to your faces and dresses.

Making your own society of insanity,

masking your anonimity. . .

Im a human being and i'm unique

A free soul is what we all should be,

and thats what you should call me.

So please don't label me.

~Vn

UNJUST

It's now or never,

Dreams Shatter, Vows Torned,

Gray Skies and Bloody rivers starts to form.

Cold Summer nights and The Silence of December...

Unspoken words, hidden Grudges

Will we ever learn?

Painfull . . .

Continuous . . .

Progressing. . .

Never ending. . .

A dream of better life,

But can't get out alive.

Oh life. . .

Sweet yet Bitter!

Flames of pride,

Fumes of lust.

To feel pain is a must,

Life is unjust.

~ ENTER JANUARY SUNSETS ~

1:28 am. . .

May pasok nanaman bukas este' mamaya pero gising padin ako...

Can't do anything dahil di naman ako inaantok...

Disrupted ang Biological clock ko.

Supposed to be ang gising ko is 8 - 10 on average.

But now im waking up at the Oddest hours of the day...

2 O'clock in the afternoon?! For Craps sakes!?! i'm missing half of the day. . .

Maybe thats what you deserve when you sleep around 4 am or when the sun had already risen. . . .

I like going to school than staying at home where you got :

+ nothing to do

+ Parents yelling at you

+ No allowance

+ No girlfriend

+ No ger-ger ( hehe )

= [>_<]" . . . resulting to more . . .(X_X)#

well. . . on the brighter side, atleast I got to spend some of my free time with my friends... (my true friends that is)

Well Holidays are over and Everything is Expected to go back into their own proper places. . . I HOPE.

"You can discover more about a person in an hour of play than in a year of conversation. " ~ Plato

Addicted to the game Again. . .

T'was the first thing I did outside the house with my friends for the very first day of the year. . .

DEFENCE OF THE ANCIENTS = D.O.T.A. (for those who doesn't know)

Is A Basic Game Consisting of 10 Players, 5 on each team which is divided as the SCOURGE and the SENTINEL.

Each player Must pick an individual HERO/CHARACTER to match the opposing team.

When the clock reaches @ exactly 1:30 game clock the CREEPS will Spawn this will be the first wave of creeps, as well as the opponents creeps.

there are 3 lanes TOP, MID, BOTTOM and every lane has its 3 towers which will be your Strongholds if defended affectively.

So basically the OBJECTIVES of THE GAME IS SIMPLE KILL THE OPPONENT AND CRUSH THEIR MAIN TOWER which is THE WORLD TREE (for the SENTINELS) and THE FROZEN THRONE (for the SCOURGE)

For me this game requires a lot of PATIENCE, PERSEVERANCE, CRITICAL THINKING, MANIPULATION, DECEPTION and COUNTER THINKING. . . and money? hehe

Nuff' about the Explaining shit. . . -_-"

Now the Million Dollar Question . . .

WHY DO I PLAY THIS GAME?

. . .SIMPLE. . .

TEAMPLAY. . .

STRATEGY. . .

VICTORY. . .

TO KILL BOREDOME. . .

AND SIMPLY JUST TO HAVE FUN. . .

†

~ 2008 ~

Didn't Feel the New Year Air

Though The Smoke and Fumes Kills me. . .

COUGH! COUGH! COUGH! DEYM!

MY OBJECTIVES THIS NEW YEAR?

• STAY IN MY OWN SKIN
• EAT MORE
• SLEEP MORE
• FIND A JOB
• FIND A SPORT TO MASTER . . .
• SAVE MONEY
• QUIT SMOKING

Im not sure about the last one but I'll try . . . ^w^

Eat your hearts out . . .

Pleasure turns to pain,
of the lessons learned from the strain

,of the questions burned in my brain, about wether love is humane in it's touch

these thoughts are like salmons swimming upstream in the tears of your deceit

fighting the current.

A hurt that kills more than is created by the chaos of our intertwined emotions
chaotic because the anchor of Eros' arrow has been plucked from the vessel of my undying infatuation, separation not as simple as the distance between us.

My mind no longer possesed by the demons that had been the overseers of my enslavement to your lies, the seed of these lies rooted so deeply they have cracked the foundation of what we once shared allowing the faith in us I had sealed inside to gush out like a river ripping the image of our future together.

from my thoughts as violently and as brutally as if it were a child being taken from his mothers arms.

I'm left surrounded in darkness but I refuse to be swallowed by it.
my loneliness like the night air, invisible to the eye,

obvious to the touch in its cold uncomfortableness, yet if I could do it all over again

I'd do it in the same skin im in.

To lay down and let love die, Just stay down and let love lie?
no...no Not I.

I'll stay around and let love fly even though I have seen its darkest form, Deceit.

Nothing else could taste this warm or feel this sweet

from the movie ~ATL

~ POWER THREADS ~

Purged amidst this cold December night,

a frozen field of endless netherworld,

My body free from guilt and impurities

Sending chills to my spine, as my soul hums

it's final lullaby.

Let me cross this line for the last time.

~ ROCKS AND DIAMONDS ~

Looking back at all that I have gotten trough... Its been tough but I believe that it made me the person I am today. From childhood Fears to Present nightmares there is still Bright lights and Sunrise. From Betrayals to Lies, to Learning and Forgiving . . .

I have learned to value TRUE FRIENDSHIP co'z in moments of loneliness, extreme depression and isolation, FRIENDS will always be your ground, your salvation your God given protection.

Being with the rocks and pebbles you'll be pushed downward to find the hidden diamonds...

Thanks For being there Guys.

Now I know what I have got and what I really deserve.

PAKINGAN MO TO

Papano mo babalansihen ang lungkot at saya kung halos lahat ng mga taong pinagkatiwalaan mo ay itinakwil at iniwan ka sa ere
habang tumatangap ka ng regalo at kumakain ng masasarap na putahe sa araw ng PASKO?

pano ka matutulog ng mahimbing kung sa bawat paghimlay mo'y nasa isip mo kung dapat ba akong magalit o magpumilit na masaya. bukas papano na?

Mga taong Pinagkatiwalaan mo at nirispeto... Nandyan ka sa bawat oras na kailangan ka nila... pero sa oras na kailangan mo ng karamay at aagapay... nandoon sila kasama ang taong nagtangal sayo ng ligaya... pinagpalit ka sa KOTSE at PERA...

PUTA.

Ayoko sanang magalit pero wala akong magagawa. eto ang nararamdaman ko. Pare pareho nyo akong pagtawanan dahil sa inyo ako lang ang naiiba at mukahang tanga. Pero di nyo ba naisip na pinagtatawanan ko din kayo dahil ako ang naiiba at kayo ang pareparehong mga walang kwenta?

Sayang ang pundasyon... ang pagkakaibigang pinaghirapang buuin at paramihin sa dumaang panahon... Pero kung sa mga materyal na bagay lang at mga pagtatanim ng sama ng loob matatapos ang samahang to. mabuti pang matapos nalang at tapusin ko nalang ang pagkakaibigan nating lahat... kesa magkahawa-hawa at maghalo ang mga walang kwentang tao sa mga taong may karapatang lumagi dito.

Ikaw alam mong ikaw to...


BUKOD SA KOTSE MO ANO PANG IBANG MONG PWEDE IPAGMALAKI TUNGKOL SA IYO?!

IKAW TINGIN MO PERPEKTO KAYO?! PERO NATANDAAN MO BA NUNG BALAK MONG LOKOHIN ANG SYOTA MO?! AKO PA TONG GUMAWA NG PARAAN PARA DI MATULOY ANG BALAK MO.

IKAW NAISIP MO BANG NAISIP KO ANG RELASYON NYO KAYA KO GINAWA YUNG BAGAY NA YON!? PANO KUNG IBANG TAO ANG KASAMA NG SYOTA MO?! MALAMANG BIYAK NA KAYO.

IKAW?! ANONG MALING GINAWA KO SAYO?! SINAMAHAN KITA SA ORAS NA WALA KANG MASAMAHAN, SA ORAS NA WALA KANG MATAMBAYAN. SINABI KO sA YO ANG MGA SIKRETO KO NG MAY BUONG TIWALA.DAHIL ITINURING KITANG MATALIK NA KAIBIGAN. WALA AKONG SINABI O INILABAS NA SIKRETO MO. HANGANG NGAYON NAKATAGO ITO. PERO NUNG MARINIG KO LAHAT NG SINABI KO SA TAONG DAPAT AY DI NYA NALALAMAN?! NASAN ANG TIWALA DUN?!

KAYO ... ITINURING KO KAYONG BARKADA... PAMILYA... PERO YUNG MGA TAONG DAPAT AY KARAMAY KO E SYA PANG MGA TAONG HUHUSGA SA MGA GINAGAWA KO AT SA RELASYON KO SA IBANG TAO.

MAG ISIP NGA KAYO... KELAN NAGING MATUWID O TAMA ANGMANG IWAN NG KAIBIGAN SA ERE...???????????

SUBUKAN NIYONG ILAGAY ANG MGA SARILI NINYO SA POSISYON KO. . . PALIBAHASA DI NYO RAMDAM LAHAT NG NARARAMDAMAN KO.

OO KONTI LANG ANG KAIBIGAN KO PERO LAHAT SILA TOTOO DI TULAD NINYO... "GAMITAN"

Remember this

Reveal not every secret you have to a friend, for how can you tell but that friend may hereafter become an enemy. And bring not all mischief you are able to upon an enemy, for he may one day become your friend.

...

† FACADE †

Ganto lang ako...

Pangiti-ngiti lang...

Masaya pag kasama ninyo...

Di nauubusan ng kwento...

Pero pumunta ka ng gabi sa kwarto ko...

hawakan mo ang unan ko...

wag ka nang magtaka kung bakit basa ito...

maraming luha ang nakatago sa likod ng masayang maskara...

Pero tuloy parin ang buhay

malalagpasan ko rin siguro ito...

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