QUOTE FOR THE DAY

Human beings, by changing the inner attitudes of their minds, can change the outer aspects of their lives. ~ William James

IM NOT A GUINEA PIG

DON'T EVER BE DISSAPOINTED IF YOU FAIL TO SEE WHAT YOU EXPECT ON ME.

I AM ME.

IM NOT PERFECT.

AND DEFINITELY NOT A SAINT.

SO STOP TREATING ME LIKE THIS.

IM NOT CLEAN.

BUT IM KEEPING IT REAL.

PARE KAPE

ADIK NANAMAN AKO SA KAPE. . .

Bad3p. . .

ETO ANG PARAAN KO NG PAGKAKAPE.

STEP 1: UMORDER NG BREWED COFFEE (halatang tipid)

STEP2: TIMPLAHIN AYON SA INYONG PAGKATAO este. . . PANLASA

STEP3: KUNG TRIP MO NG SUPER DUPER ULTRA MEGA HYPER CREAMY NA KAPE gawing parang pampurga ng baka ang COFFEE MATE o CREAMER ng natipuhan niyong kapihan. . . (wag magpahalata/magpahuli sa mga crew) [ pag nahuli ka sabihin mo may naisip kang madramang eksena sa Batibot. o magbaliw-baliwan nalang ]

PAG TILA TSAMPORADO NA SA LAPOT ANG KAPE

. . .INUMIN. . .

MmmmmmmmmmMmmmmMmMmMM. . .

*tandaan: wag mag a-Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh pag umiinom ng kape dahil mga taga neptune lang ang gumaganon at mga nag-papacute sa Starbucks. . . sa madaling salita magmumukha kang gago.

"Give me Coffee and nobody gets hurt."

MY DEAD BRAIN THEORY

...

T ignan mo na ngayon ang mouse mo. . . mouse ba talaga yan? kalasin mo. . . Mouse pa ba yan?
durugin mo ... Mouse parin ba yan? Pulbusin mo. . . Ano sa tingin mo? nasaan na yung mouse na sinasabi mo?

OBJECT

to

COMPONENTS

to

Molecules

to

Atoms

to

Electroms

to

Pure Energy

EVERYTHING AND I MEAN EVERYTHING IS MADE UP OF ENERGY. . .

So therefore energy comprises everything in the UNIVERSE !!!.. ERSE!!!...rse!!. . .se!. . .echoo...echoo... echoo.... tooot tooot toot.. the telephone number you are calling is not the telephone number you are calling). . . maging black hole man yan o mgaing inaamag na tinapay ng pinsan ng lolo ng ninong mo na nakilala lang kahapon ng kabit ng mister ng asawa ng kakilala ni Bong Revilla na napulot niya sa kakungan ng tatay mo sa Europe na nagtratrabaho bilang tagapiga ng kalamansi sa siomai ng kaklase mo nung grade 3 na nadapa habang ng hinahabol siya ng pinsan ng lolo ng ninong mo na nakilala lang kahapon ng kabit ng mister ng asawa ng kakilala ni Bong Revilla na napulot niya sa kakungan ng tatay mo sa Europe na nagtratrabaho bilang tagapiga ng kalamansi sa siomai ng kaklase mo nung grade 3 na nagmamay ari ng inaamag na tinapay (o diba konek?)

Think about this. . .

Papaano kung lahat ng tao,hayop,gamit,bagay,pangyayari, at kung ano paman na hindi abot ng utak mo ay nilaan sa iyo ng kung sino mang may KAPANGYARIHAN para sabihin sayo sa huli na>>>

"GINAWA KO LAHAT NG MGA IYAN BILANG MGA EPEKTO SA BAWAT DESISYON AT PAGIISIP MO DAHIL ANG DESISYON AT PAGIISIP MO LANG ANG HINDI KO KAYANG GAWIN. . . IKAW ANG MAY TRABAHO NON . . . PATI BA NAMAN YUN PRO-PROBLEMAHIN KO PA? DUH!?!"

Dami niyang alam. . .panis ako sa kanya.

BREAD DEPRESS

YOU. . . YES YOU, MY BREAD, THIS I SAY TO YOU STRAIGHTFORWARD:

MOVE ON!

Im so tired seeing you being >>>

Neurotic/Psychotic/Illogical/irrational/stupid/dumb/Bipoloar/Abnormal/Or just plain not you . . . = (

about your Past . . . Your emitting a very weak energy and it's not just affecting you. . . it also affects us. . your friends. . . -_-

Im not Judging you, I'm just a concerned friend wanting you to become the best that you can be and be you. . .a SPONTANEOUS you. . . but this. . . this past that you haven't been over with yet. . . Damn . . . SUX! . . . I hate seeing such weakness from other persons, Especially you coz' your my friend. . . so please Hear this. . .

Jet Lyrics

http://bboyfique.imeem.com/music/_Dj6HM6E/jet_move_on/

QUOTE FOR THE DAY

"It is better to die on your feet than live on your knees."~ Emiliano Zapata

THE "BLOWN UP" NIGHT

It was Far Eastern University's 80'th anniversary

The University's Foundation Day Was So Grand... (but no free food and BEER!? Deym!)

But. . .

It was destroyed by an :

INFLATED CONDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BWAHAHAHAHA!

it was around 7 pm when the whole Campus went wild!

SHOW TIME!

_LIGHTS, SOUND AND THE YOUNG NIGHT_

A lot of students gathered in the school ground (freedom park) to witness the grand celebration of our universities EIGHTIETH FOUNDATION DAY (WUHUUUUUUUUUUUUU!) I WAS WAITING FROM 12 am to 6 pm just to see the upcoming show played the violin from i think 4p.m. to past five, got hungry, ate then proceed to the show with my classmates.

The stage was lively because of the GAY host and Energetic because of the DANCE NUMBERS of FEU's Finest dancers, from different institutions.

Then After that the Singing Portion. . . (which made me *yawn*)

Then my Favorite Part. .

LIVE BANDS!

YEBBA!

The First Band To Perform was HALE, which is not bad. . . (I was a fan when they weren't on the mainstream) But due to uncontrollable fame and common mass attention. . . they became a just another band ( for me )

Then after their second song and watching them apathetically. . . then all of a sudden. . . a CONDOM flew out of nowhere which made the students go. . .

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Then something sparked in my tini wini naugty brain. . . ( I have an UNUSED CONDOM... What should i do with this?)

Then I gave the Condom to my friend, but he hesitated to blow it, so I grabbed the CONDOM from him then. . .

PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!! AN INFLATED (tenenenent tenen!) CONDOM! (yey!) THEN I WAVED IT, THEN THREW IT ON THE CROWD...

Then Suddenly after a second or two Somebody grabed my arm and said. . .

"halika sumama ka sakin sa discipline office."

HAHAHHAHAHAHHA! I'M BUSTED!

Well that's life. . . Fortunately I begged the Bastard to let me go instead of forcing me to go home. .

"KUYA NAPULOT KO LANG NAMAN YUN EH (lie XD) TAGAL KO NAG HINTAY TAPOS PAPAUWIIN NIYO LANG AKO?!" (lol drama)

I GOT HIM WITH THAT INFAMOUS ACT OF DECEPTION! HAHAHAH! Then He Released me , But he got my ID . . .

BUT I DON'T FUCKING MIND! ITS PARTY TIME AGAIN! TULOY ANG LIGAYA!

GO TANGA RAWS!

ughhh. . .

TAMARAWS!

QUOTE FOR THE DAY

"The only real prison is fear, and the only real freedom is freedom from fear."~ Aung San Suu Kyi

Mi Obra

THIS IS WHATs KeepIN ME BUsy For A While. . . 2 days of work and planning . . . well. . .Its Worth It. . .

^_^ its like being a kid again. . .

BISI - BUSYHAN!

HAHAHAHA!

WALA LANG! Nakakatuwa lang . . . Galing ko talaga mang gaya!

May ginagawa kasi ako ngayon. . . pasensya na sa mga nag tetext sa akin na di ko narereplayan
Busy talga ako sa inaatupag ko ngayon... ( spot the redundancy )

Eto yung Clue:

Ang Mga Dulo ng kuko ko ay kulay black, Green at yellow

Greassy ang kamay ko

My Room is A mess

nyahahha!

PAg na tapos ko to pipiktyuran ko papakita ko sa buong mundo!

Wooooooooooooooh!

ISA NANAMANG WALANG KWENTANG POST! HWAHAHAH!

taeng mga clay nakakatuwa amp! hahahah!

ONE WAY MIRROR

This is one of my favorite poems. . . This one really touches my core co'z it pertains with my self.

There is a saying

"Know Thyself."

Yes. You can identify yourself, but you'll never understand yourself. . . maybe that's why HE is so MERCIFUL. . . you know who.

NO UNDERSTANDING OF ME


Softly you creep
Drawing apart the curtain of my soul
Trying to find the meaning of me
Only to tumble endlessly into the bottomless hole

Trailing through the twists and turns
You think you've found my true course
Until it suddenly divides then fades
Leaving you lost and drowning in my force

Continue as you will
Freedom you will never find
As long as you remain determined
To learn the workings of this warped mind

Many are the facets of me
Each a contradiction to the other
To attempt to learn them all
Would send your mind running for cover

Chained within the confines of my madness
I watch with dark mocking glee
As you search in desperation
For the true essence that is me

To know me is to embrace the depravity
Surrendering to its addictive caress
Joining me down in the deepest deep
Buried within the center of my darkness

Do you stay
Would you dare
Or shall you run
Escaping my demon's lair

I've gone away into the nothing
Given my mind up to its keeper
So that I can spend my days roaming
Like some dream walking sleeper

Unfound is my core
Lost even to me
How is it that you think
You can somehow set me free

Take me over
Lead me right
Cure this sickness
And end my eternal night

Can you do it
I think not
Too complicated am I
Since having lost the plot

Further into the murky swamp I hide
Slipping within its slime
Come find me if you dare
That is if you have the time

Tireless have I become
As I hide within and wait
Completely comfortable now
Prepared to embrace my fate

Hunt my demon
As it stalks you
The hunger increasing
As its prey falls into view

Linger much longer
And nothing more will you be
Than another who finally learns
How lost is my reality

The walls I have built
Have started closing in
Turn and leave now
This is a battle you simply can not win

My lord demon and I
Are well and truely acquainted
No other has found the way
To purify the tainted

Farewell supposed friend
I'll watch you turn and go
Knowing my layers are well guarded
Well used to this kind of blow

Another thrown on the pile
More bridges start to burn
As coldly away from the world
I once more calmly turn

~da-tigger

DEATH

Ginawa ko to nung namatay yung Dad ng Ex Girlfriend ko. . . Sabi niya sa akin marami daw na iyak dito. . . which was so OVERWHELMING for me dahil Ginawa ko lang to Not For the Purpose of Making Someone Cry but to make everyone accept Death as A Natural Event and a BLESSING.



Death, Many of us fear death... many of us look at it as the Dead end of life, Agony, Torment, Pain and even failure. But we must look at at the brighter side, Because for some death is a blessing... it is the ultimate expression of our mortality.Death is just the separation of our soul to our physical body and not the separation of our relationship to our loved onesbecause love is more powerful than death.We all live in this world once, a chance that the divine gave us to search for our purpose and to search for the meaning of life itself...to find answers, answers that will lead to more questions... questions that will lead to even more questions... the never ending process of searching for the truth.until we stop asking God and in that moment we will realize that answers come in their own rightful time that God has intended for our own sake... for our own goodthat we will all eventually thank him in the future for his perfect and flawless plans.



Death is obviously a once in a lifetime event for us... but this tragic yet blessed event will give birth to a new start, a new foundation or ground that we can all sink our feet into and start building our new life...a new chapter... to progress for the good , a new life, a new beggining.

As Leonardo Da Vinci once said;

"As a well spent day brings happy sleep, so life well used brings happy death."

QUOTE FOR THE DAY

"True friends are those who really know you but love you anyway." ~ Edna Buchanan

TO MY PARENTS THIS IS MY CONVICTION

" I KNOW THAT YOU KNOW WHATS BEST FOR ME . . . BUT I KNOW WHATS BETTER FOR ME . . . BETTER THAN WHAT YOU THINK IS BEST FOR ME. "

~ VN †

MY GRANE (migrane)

This past few days. . .

I often Feel an Excruciating Pain In my head. . .

I don't know what it is . . .

It's Nothing Serious I think. . .

...I hope

QUOTE FOR THE DAY

The important thing is this: to be able at any moment to sacrifice what we are for what we could become. ~ Charles Du Bos

Paalam na

...

Isa si Rico Blanco sa mga inidolo ko noong kabataan ko. . .

Isang tinitingalang musikero at estrangherong miminsang nagtanim ng epekto sa buhay ko.
Mga kantang "IF" na isa sa mga una kong natugtog sa gitara at ang all time favorite song ko na "214" na siyang isinulat niya . . . mga kantang miminsang nagpatibok sa puso ng mga naging karelasyon ko.

Tanda ko pa noon noong mga panahong nagswi-swiming kami sa isang resort ng mga kaklase/barkada ko. . .

May nakapagsabi sa akin sa kalagitnaan ng mga usap-usapang wala namang laman kundi tawanan na "Patay na si Bamboo" kesyo "Nagka kanser daw at sinawing palad," at "Na adik at namatay" mga ganoong banat bah. . .

Mabilis pa naman ako maniwala sa sabi sabi. . . Kaya buong-buo kong tinangap ang kwento ng kaibigan kong BARBERO.

Ilang taon ko ring dinala ang paniniwalang PATAY na nga ang isa sa mga BOKALISTA ng bandang RIVERMAYA. . . wala akong alam basta alam ko naririnig ko ang kanta nila at isa ang RIVERMAYA sa mga una kong biniling CD bukod sa mga tape ng CHEESE at SYSTEM OF A DOWN. . . Pero aaminin ko ang unang una kong biniling TAPE sa talambuhay ko ay BOYZONE (ngisi)


Paulit-ulit kong tinutugtog ang mga kanta ng RIVERMAYA sa aking DISCMAN gabi-gabi at nagdadasal na tila nagnonobena na "sana sumapi sa akin si BAMBOO at IBIGAY niya ang BOSES niya sa akin". . . Wierd noh? pero wala kong hiyang aaminin na ginawa ko talaga yun. Peksman. . . Mamatay man lahat ng pogi rock sa mundo.


Buong paniniwala ko wala na si BAMBOO at sa isang bokalista nalang ako tumingala, kay RICO BLANCO. . . oo Idolo ko siya dahil bukod sa may boses, Composer na, Pianista pa, Gitarista pa at Halos lahat siya ang gumagawa. . . kaya di ako magtataka kung bakit sikat ang RIVERMAYA sa loob at labas ng bansa. . . pagod at mga ideyang pagdaraanan lamang ng isang tunay na musikerong pinanindigan lahat ng ginawa niya. . .

Saka ko lang nalaman na buhay pa PALA si BAMBOO ng lumabas ang kantang NOYPI. . . unang rinig ko sa kantang iyon. . .

"ASTIG ! TEKA! PARANG PAMILYAR AH?!"

PARA AKONG NAKARINIG NG MULTO

Doon ko napagtanto na di nga ako nagkakamali. . . buhay nga ang isa sa mga idolo ko. . . gumawa siya ng sarili niyang banda kasama ang mga hari ng musika.

Pero si RICO?. . . nandun at nanatili kasama ang drummer niya. . . tuloy parin ang banda kahit pa sundot sundot lang ng kanta sa mga hit charts pero sa bawat sundot di pwe pwedeng bumaba sila sa top five. . . dadaan muna ang mahabang panahon bago sila mawala sa trono.

Kung papipiliin ako sa dalawa???. . .

BAMBOO o RICO

si BAMBOO. . . Mas mahirap na puhunan ang TALENTO at UTAK kaysa sa BOSES at APPEAL...

Pero pagkakarinig ko. . . Mag SOSOLO artist na raw si RICO BLANCO. . . sabagay. . . kayang kaya niya. . . kung isang bigating banda nga naibangon noya. . . sarili pa kaya niya? di ako magtataka kung hangang saan ang maabot niya. . . bastat alam ko isa siya sa mga taong buong buhay kong titingalain at tutularan. . .

Di ko lang talaga mapigilang mapaiyak sa Music Video na to. . .

EPISTAXIS

...

SINALI AKO SA ESSAY WRITING CONTEST

BOBO AKO SA GRAMMAR

BOBO AKO SA PUNCTUATIONS

PERO KAYA KO MAGSULAT. . .

ANO NAMANG ISUSULAT KO?!

ETO pa...

ENGLISH ESSAY WRITING CONTEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



EPISTAXIS!

(nosebleed)

ZYGOTES

...

VIEN CESAR CARLOS

KLOE FLOE CARLOS

COCO CHAN CARLOS

MITCHIKO CARLOS

Yan ang mga pangalan ng future Sons and Daughters ko. . .

Walang gayahan. . .

Originality 99.9 %

MAHAL NA ARAW

Napapangiti nalang ako pag naalala ko ang mga araw ng Abril kung saan ipnagdiriwang ang MAHAL na araw. . .

Sa sobrang kamang-mangan ko, wala akong alam sa kung ano mang nangyayari sa paligid ko, ang alam ko lang eh walang pasok at araw araw kong mapapanood ang batibot, sineskwela, bioman, shaider, maskman, machineman, at ang mga kilalang bayani na nagliligtas sa akin sa mga tanghaling nakakapagpatulog dahil sa boredome. . .

Madalas sa mga araw na iyon ay nasa labas lang ako ng bahay, nakatambay kasabay ang mga pinsan ko at mga kalaro kong napulot ko lang sa magkabilang kanto ng San diego (CALIFORNIA?) [engkkkkkkkkkkkk!...] Subdivision (Exclusive for the Drug Lords and Squaters) lahat kami walang magawa dahil tanghali at mainit at galit na galit ang araw . . . tila papatayin kami sa heatstroke at bungang araw. . . nakaupo kaming lahat sa saradong tindahan ng lugawan, kung saan magkwe kwentuhan ng kung anu-ano...

Tanda ko pa noon ng una kong marinig ang salitang "MAHAL NA ARAW"

Mahal na araw? Anu yun?

Mahal na araw??? Mahal ang Araw ngayon??? Nabibili ba ang araw??? magkano ang Araw??? Sinong Bibili ng araw??? Pwede ko rin bang bilhin ang araw??? Mas mahal ba yun sa IPOD? (wala pang ipod nun ~_~)

Sobrang napakamisteryoso at di ko alam ang ibig sabihin ng salitang iyon. . . at isa pang misteryong di ko maintindihan ay kung bakit PURO GULAY ANG ULAM NAMIN!?!?!

Parang twilight zone ang mga panahong iyon. . . Lahat ng palabas sa telebisyon may long hair na mama at maraming ka tropa. . . lahat ng channel halos rainbow colored. . . kung may palabas man ay laging may krus at mga taong naghahampas ng lubid o pat-pat sa likod nila. . . nagtataka ako kung pati ba sila shaider at voltes five eh nag re rest day din??? pati ba mga dambuhalang halimaw may day off din? san kaya sila tumatambay??? Amsterdam??

WierD. . .


Isang beses pa nga eh sinabihan ako ng nanay ko . . .

"WAG KANG MALILIGO DUGO ANG LALABAS SA GRIPO"

Tang iNA NAY! Tama ba YUN!?!

Di na makatarungang makarinig ng ganoon kung kailan Init na Init ka na. . . Nanlilimahid ka na sa lagkit at sa bawat kaskas mo sa balat mo ay nakakaipon ka ng grasa Este! Libag sa maghapon mong paglalaro. . .

AMOY ARAW KANA!

isa pa yun! may amoy ba ang araw??? Pwede rin bang AMOY BWAN kana?!

At teka.... May nakaamoy naba sa araw?

Nakakatakot. . .

miski isang batang pinalaki sa simbahan o kumbento ay mapapamura ng

"Holy Syit!"

Hangang sa mga lumaki ako dala dala ko ang mga pamahiin at paniniwalang iyan. . .

Parang mga pakong nakabaon na rin sa pagiisip ko

Nananatili...

Kinakalawang. . .

Nakakahawa. . .

Nakaka TRAUMA

Siguro dapat baguhin natin ang paniniwalang mga tulad nito. . .

Nakakatakot para sa isang batang tulad ko dati, na walang alam gawin sa mga araw ng bakasyon

kundi mag laro ng maglaro, pumapak ng asukal, kumain ng champorado, manghuli ng butete at mag produce ng pawis para magpagana ng boses ng LOLA niya na parang may generator at automatic na sasabihing!

"BRAWRRRRRRRRRR! BIEN TANGHALI NA PUMASOK KANA AT MATULOG KA DITO! MAY TATLONG DRAKULANG NAKAABANG DIYAN SA KANTO SIGE KA! RhUwaAAAAAAAAAAAAAwr!"

nilagnat ako dun. . . pramis!

raining MANA

Maybe this is it. . .

Im wishing for a great tragedy, unfortunate event, great trial that will eventually turn my life in such a hellish scenario where I will learn and hopefully bring enlightenment to everything. . .

and have a reason to do something out of myself. . .

This might be the ANSWER to all this. . . a new start to all things. . . Still I thank GOD for giving me this. . . this must be the

_gift_

French Pride

Eat your heart out'
on these very hot strips. . .

let it's vision make your drool,
it'll, eventually, make you a fool. . .

let it slide inside your lips. . .
you dont know what you'll feel after. . .

Just taste it!

oh just do it!
smoking and salted in every side. . .
oh, like your unstoppable rage. . .
feel yourself getting fried

and drown in your own pride...

it'll burn your tounge,
burn your soul,
it'll burn your face,
burn everything,
burn you until it reaches your core.

money and pride. . .

the most ruthless sources of evil intertwined...

enjoy it while it's hot. . .
throw it when its not. . .
including yourself and everything that youv'e got.

all apologies. . .

Eto na siguro ang pinakamalaking problemang pinasok ko kung ano man ito...

Yung mga mortal na kaibigan ko lang ang nakakaalam. . .

Ganito pala...

† Kahit paghandaan mo ang isang bagay, may mga bagay palang hindi mo mapaghahandaan, tulad ng mga bagay na mangyayari pagkatapos ng lahat ng mga bagay na inaakala mong napaghandaan mo. . . †

Malabo ang sinasabi ko. . .

pero isang bagay lang ang malinaw. . .

Kahit kailan di mo nanaising umiyak ng parang isang bata ang nanay mo.

basag na lahat ng pagkatao ko... pero sana, hayaan ninyo akong bumawi at bumangon ng hindi pinagtatawanan at sinisisi sa pagkakadapa ko.

oo gago ako... pero hindi lahat ng gago ay wala nang pwedeng ipagbago.